What did I ever do to you for you treat me like this?
Sometimes I think “Oh, I probably deserved this.”. I’d like to believe in karma because I’d like to think I’m not being treated like shit for no reason,but sometimes I wonder.
What do people get out of treating others like shit? Just completely disrespecting another person. Is it because they were disrespected by someone else? Why did that other person disrespect them? It would just be so much easier if people were at least decent to eachother, then no one would have the excuse to treat someone bad.No one would have a reason. If you wrong someone apologize, if someone wronged you don’t come at them swinging or call them bad names. What does that get you? Absolutely nothing except a temporary fix of releasing your anger/frustration. You also make the other person feel bad too. No one deserves to feel bad unless they don’t own up to what they did. Own up to your mistake and everyone’s happy. Humility is also a virtue.
Before you treat someone like shit/bad think about the chain reaction you’ll be starting and all the hurt. All of this is preventable.
Have you ever had an itch you can’t scratch?
No,not literally.
You want go someplace new.You want change. Things aren’t going how you want them. You want to disappear for just a little while, go someplace new. You could, but that would ruin everything. People would freak out. You would be slipping through their fingers. They thought they might have gained a little control over you that you proved they didn’t have on multiple occasions.You already lost their trust before and what little you’ve already gained back would be gone. It would be even harder for them to trust you once you came back. Would it be worth it? You could go when school is out, you’re not allowed to hang out with the people you actually want to spend time with outside of school anyway. You wouldn’t have to worry about ruining your education/future or rumors starting at school when you’re absent for a week or two. What if you talked to them about this? What if you asked if you could leave before you actually did? Chances are they would say no. They don’t have any reason to say yes. You’re not the kind of person to threaten them with leaving. They think of you as incompetent - no - dependant. You’re always too this or too that or just not ready. “Know what? If you don’t give me that, then I’ll find a way to find out/get it on my own.” is what you think. You’re not doing it to try and piss them off. You’re doing it because you’re curious and you think it’ll be an adventure. You won’t leave forever and definaltely not because you “hate them” or anything dramatic like that. You’ll come back when you’re ready,which probably isn’t as long as they think it would be. It sounds like a good idea to you. What if one of them said yes,but they had to come along. It would be like follow the leader,but instead of you having to follow them, you would be the leader. Look on the brightside, its still an adventure and you’d have someone to keep you company.
Chances are they’d say no, wait til you’re not so dependant. I say Fuck Them.
